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Jan. 26th, 2015 @ 10:47 am Incoherent anger
I'm angry. I'm not sure why, but it's a slow fire, burning inside of me.

Why do other people get to have such personally fulfilling times at conventions? My major con experiences? Work, or a broken-down car, or letting friends down, or losing a love interest that you worked hard to please. Sure, you might say I should take a con off to actually enjoy myself, but that's not wise. At least working conventions prevents me from having all the other crap dumped in my heart.

I know what I want. I'm not attractive or strong enough to get it.

While we're on the subject of not being strong enough, I hate feeling stuck in life. I have shit I want to do! But I can't do it. And I can't get into it without naming names, so this entry gets cut short.
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